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When I was a child, I had many falls,
Did I ever pause to say, I fell once so I will never walk?
My skinned knees and heart never filled me with shame,
I just dusted myself and skipped about again.
The tender heart does not hesitate to beat,
For fear that it might break,
Yet when I love and don’t know if it will last,
I build a wall and throw it away.
Whom do I fool by denying I hurt?
Am I scared to feel at all?
I walk away from all that I cherish,
So eager to hide from who I am.
I lost someone I love,
I will numb the pain with drink and food.
The one I love might dump me soon,
I must beat them to it too.
I fear the disappointments relationships might cause,
So I expect the worst from them all.
They rejected me at the job interview,
I’m a failure when my dreams fall through.
I will shout at you till you see there’s only one right,
My illusion of control makes me feel strong.
If I had love, money, fame, and friends,
Would that be enough to make me feel whole?
When I have a dream that makes me happy,
Why do I hold back from fighting for it more?
So I lay bare my vulnerabilities,
I am just tired of not being me,
I let go of all that I thought I should be.
I will let you see who I really am,
I will learn to love the imperfect me,
It’s the only way I can truly be free.
– Srividya Karthik